Ice frost cold

I was cold to neglect my blog like this, the layout may need changing but I lost some of my HTML knowledge.
As an update, I recently moved closer to an elementary school, so through my window I have a view of the playground.

So boredom took over and good thing it did or else I wouldn't post something.
December is here and it hasn't snowed yet where I am, though it should. People I know are expecting it to snow soon or rather now, but I find it nice for it not snowing yet.
One because if I see snow in the morning it will make me want to go back to sleep even more. Two, it makes a good excuse for me not to wear my ooogly waterproof winter boots. Three, no ice will hide under the snow. Ice = bad. I dislike slipping, falling and hurting myself in public.

Whats so cold about last month was that my siblings caught the habit of playing outside after school which puts me to be responsible for them outside. As a result I have to freeze in the wind chill. Last week, I held my brothers bag to keep warm on my lap, I left my text book beside me because it was too heavy to hold. When my siblings called to me to go home, I foolishly left my text book on the bench. At 6:30 pm in the evening, which is pitch black. I realized my text book was gone after getting stuck on a physics problem. Yes my text book was a Physics text book. I looked out the window and saw a group consisting of about 8 guys slipping through it. 5 on the bench and the rest playing/ hanging on the playground. I thought of how much I would have to pay for losing a text book which would be $80+, so I mustered the courage within me to go down there and get it back. So I did and as I walked towards them, I saw the mystical full moon behind the spooky see through clouds, the glow emitting from the moon amazed me. In the end I got my book back but as I walked to and back, this guy kept repeating "Skeleton". I was sure it was targeted towards me and I felt that I was being verbally bullied. It stung and tears were swelling up my eyes but I held them back. I haven't been name called for quite a while, and I still remember those words. I wish I could eat and it would stay in my body but it just goes through me. This may be the wishes of many girls who like to look slim but for me it's a nightmare being skinny. My cold winter...

Annoyed State

Summer has passed by, it has been a relaxing 2 months. I stopped piano lessons, I feel more free. But when I come back to playing a piece I make more mistakes than I usually do. Probably because I wonder how Merle and Ms. Valera are doing. I gave them gifts- stars in a glass container and a card. In late August we started getting fleas or bedbugs in my suite and they are still bothering me, we tried spraying pesticides (I know it's bad) but they do zip, we tried washing everything like blankets and bed sheets but fail. My parents are thinking of moving into another apartment, I pass it everyday I walk to school and the people who dwell around it don't seem nice.

This week were two of my friends birthdays and I did nothing for them, I feel like melted ice cream for not making any effort but money is a problem. I was invited to come along and go karaoke with them on Sunday but last time we went to karaoke it was too hyper and my head hurt from the extremely loud volume.

A few weeks ago, I was at the mall with my friends on a mission (we also bought cake for my othwer friend at Chinatown on that day) to find a laptop bag for her. We went to various stores, and we came upon this "glamourous" bag at the Source. It was $80. I wouldn't buy a bag for that much even if it was that beautiful. She convinced herself that it is her style and that she'll be using it for most of her days in college/ uni/ school and wouldn't throw it out. So she bought it. I got a bit pessimistic, in my mind, I didn't feel like it was worth buying a bag like that for that much money. I'm not the brand name type, I practically own like Nike shoes and some Hollister sweaters which I was gifted. I go for good deals, I stick to a budget and I avoid expensive items. Whenever I'm out and have like $25 on me, I never spend it. I get this message in my head asking me this question, is it worth buying? Should I save for another day? What if I regret it later on? Would I wear it to school when I buy it? My parents are very cautious when spending money so I think I got that trait from them. What got me more peeved is that my friend is in debt to herself or I should say to her mom. She is getting a job soon which I am happy about. However her family is not supportive, they don't lend an ear when she talks about her future. They don't give her advice more specifically about what she could do. During the summer, she keeps asking her parents for money oftenly, which I find isn't good. Because that money could be going to her $40 internet bill, the rent or to be saved up in her bank for education purposes. As many dramas have told us, money is a scary thing. I wish she could think moreabout her famioly even though they don't understand what she's going through.

Gave Up

I have decided to stop lessons in the beginning of the school year. I seem to have no interest in further learning, with that I have lost the desire to practice each day. However I will print sheet music of songs I want to learn and try to practice/ play.

Yesterday Ms. Valera fell down somewhere and she had a bruise on her head and had a red marking around her neck, she also couldn't see some of the notes and mistaken them for other notes. I'm still learning from the Second Grade John Thompson book. I have memorized Rose Garden, Holly, Jolly Christmas and It Came Upon The Midnight Clear.

Tug of War

I signed up for Twitter to follow some Twitterer's, I post there once in a while....

Today we went to Tashi's house and before we got there I told Alishea I was the one that recommended/ made her listen to F.T Island, she thought she listened to F.T Island for a looong time before. I gave her one of my astonished faces and gave her one of those needle killing pokes. I got so steamed up like a bun that I walked away angry and hot headed before I could do any worse to her, then my friends joked about me murdering my husband if I ever betrayed him. Some things here, I really believe that I won't be able bring a man into my life it just feels like a burden, I think that if you really love someone then you should let them go for them to be happy and afflicting serious harm to another is not my nature no matter how they hurt me, I am a believer in karma. I may be being a bit too much but it hurts when you showed your friend something and they say they found out about it themselves. I like getting credit for the things I do. I don't know how to feel when I see her tomorrow jogging, I'll prolly forgive her like I did today.

During the horror movie we watched which was called Evil Twin, I kept asking questions. Since they talked about the movie during the movie, I felt like asking questions, if they were quiet and not saying a single word then I would have kept my mouth locked. Once I start talking, I can't stop, unless I forget what I wanted to say.

I'm currently watching a drama called Shining Inheritance and am loving F.T Island's new album Cross & Change!

Childish Summer

I feel like a fool.

At home, my brother begs my sister to play with him all the time and she is ever determined to say no to him. No matter how many times, my brother stills begs for her to play with him. Then I get annoyed and tell him to stop asking and tell her to go to the living room. But then my brother yells back, then my dad calls on me to leave him alone.

Onto something less frustrating, I am reading twice a week at the library, that will be my volunteering.

I haven't been outside with friends for two weeks and it was nice to go to Korean Grill House with them ^_^ At LUSH, I bought Emperor of Ice Cream Buttercream. When I got out of the store my nose was released from the alluring scents of the store...o_o

The community strike happening is ticking me off, because of the mounds of garbage laying around on the sidewalks and when I go for a jog I pass this street and it stinks. Hopefully things will be compromised/ resolved quickly.

Summer looking rainy

Be prepared for a jumble.
It's been raining often, more than last summer. I got in trouble with my parents so I got sad over that but now I'm okay. Two days ago I woke up all sweaty, I had a dream that I was in english class and we had a presentation, then I forgot what I had to say. Then I realized that school is over and tried to wake up. Yesterday I had a hair cut, finally after growing my hair almost elbow length, which is the longest it has ever grown. Today my friends came over I felt bad cuz it's boring at my apartment. They fan-girled over pictures. And we watched a bit of the japanese movie Cyborg She.

Lately I've been watching movies (mostly Korean). Before I watched the k-drama Cinderella Man, which I found to be terrific! I got so hooked that it made my parents mad that I was staring at the computer screen a lot. So after Cinderella Man I stopped watching dramas and turned to movies instead.

This summer I'll continue my piano lessons until the end of summer because I'll need to concentrate on school more. And I am losing my passion for learning to play =(. I'll also be volunteering to read and help a child two times a week at the library, I really hope I'll be a good reader, it feels like I won't do a good job. ^_^;; I have low self-esteem. I also started playing Restaurant City on facebook.

I forgot to post about getting an iPod Touch! Which I am very happy about!!
Hope everyone is enjoying their summer~

Exams are Finito!

Today I had a math exam in the morning and a biology exam in the afternoon x__x I must say I feel like I did better in bio than in math, even though I studied for math more o_O
Today I am also sick (stuffy/ runny nose, coughs) I remembered on the last day of school in gr.7 I felt feverish. Yesterday I had an english exam in the morning, it was for a Comparative Essay, I chose to compare the protagonists of Night by Elie Wiesel and A Little Piece of Ground by Elizabeth Laird.
I doubt I'll update here often... =__=;; Maybe I will, who knows.
My plans for the summer are zip, I go back to school for Mark's Day on the 22nd.
Good luck on your exams/ enjoy your summer everyone!