Just like a waving flag~

My dad asked me to find the installation CD for one of our old printers that we never use anymore. So I was rummaging through junk and stumbled upon this mini notepad that my friend gave me before summer started. We were elementary school friends but we still keep in contact from time to time til now. She was always very giving towards me so I always felt in debt towards her, one day I plan to repay her for her kindness if the day ever comes when I am independent enough. I read through the notepad and boy was I a cry baby as a child, I would get upset over the most smallest things. I have to admit I've always been the emotional, sensitive type. I sort of am still now but I try to avoid those situations. Many years have past since then and I constantly reflect on the past, and think about the unknown future. Right now I feel lost, unsure, scared of what lies ahead. I feel like running away but that is not a viable choice. I am not confident whether or not I can achieve a career. Currently I am waiting to see if I failed a course, this will determine whether I can move on to second year or not. I have not been taking my education seriously but If I do make it, I will put it into priority and take better action.

Some goals that I hope to achieve in the next 5 years

• Gain ten pounds, basically gain weight and lots of it
• Get into Pharmacy school
• Have a part time job to pay for education
• Dress better
• Be more happier
• Stop slouching
• Never having to look down while walking out in public
• Get out more

Most of these I doubt will be achieved, but it doesn't hurt to dream right? I got this off of someone from soompi, I found it to be very amusing because I'm definitely going to keep this blog for a very long time and it would be nice to have something solid to check back to in the future and see how much has happened. As we age we do become stronger as the years pass by.